In Memorium

This talk is dedicated to Sara Ritter, dear friend and fellow M.F.A. Graduate who prepared a celebration dinner following it with our dear Pacific poets friends: Rita Tiwari, Chopsy Gutowski and Sydnie Binder. Sara passed away unexpectedly just a few weeks later.

The italicized line in my elegy for Sara is from her poem “Easter.”

February Elegy for Sara

If there is a right

action of the throat,

it is to say: I tried.

I stayed a long time there.

                —Joanna Klink

A lifetime may not be long

enough. A town

by the ocean where

I last saw my friend.

Foam a low hum

carried on the waves

and the moon half-sunk,

shimmering an instant

like a bright bell.

Not the embers of the day

but its unimagined

beginning, pale lemon sun

licking ice from the sand

as though wishing for summer.

But first, the wet pilgrimage

of spring. And my friend,

who’d feed us

steaming bowls of chili

again, if she could. Who’d ask

a question and listen hard for

what’s beyond the worn-out words.

Who’d stay a long time there,

to hear what catches

in the throat.